E.S.P. ~ April 7, 1977 to January 10, 2007

Today would be Eric's 30th Birthday.

It's still very hard to deal with his death. There isn't a week that goes by that something doesn't trigger a memory and I end up crying.

And then there's all the bullshit that continues in my family. I've said many times in jest that Eric is the luckiest man since he doesn't have to listen to it anymore. I would rather he had moved away than to have committed suicide. But, it was his choice for dealing with the troubles in his life.

Happy Birthday Girth. We miss you.